今回はゲチストです。
ゲチストというなことは
グルグル映畫館という存在体系
This time is GEtISt design

"We are GURUGURU eigakan!"

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Thursday, November 28, 2002



08:57 p.m.


Wednesday, November 13, 2002
I was going to write a long entry, but was reading Juu's and Koyar's journal and thought that it would be a good idea to take a picture of my desk. This is actually taken on Monday. It was only from Juu and Koyar that I decided to label it in red with stuff. I'm so messy. Koyar has such a nice and clean desk. How does she do it?? X_X;

Oh right, my dad's video camera can take digital pictures. But the quality isn't all that wonderful, as you can see. I just learned how to hook it up to my computer and transfer it. It took a very short and easy time.

Saraba da. Oh right, I have a 769meg file. What am I supposed to do with it? I want to burn it but.... X_X;


08:33 p.m.


Tuesday, November 12, 2002
lately i've been a real idiot when it comes to buses. i don't know, my mind is elsewhere.....

you see, today i was a little late getting out of school, so it wasn't a problem or anything, i was just hitnking i should get off downtown and catch an Express bus to Southgate.. so the buses i am usually able to take are the #40, #42, and #17. i saw the #42 and #40 come, but since the #42 got there first i hopped on that one.. only to find out that it really wasn't the #42, i had misread somehow and it was actually the #47, which does not take me to Southgate, it takes me to Heritage, which is like, south-west (or east?), not south-central..... so, like an idiot, i couldn't get off the #47 since it was an express bus straight to Heritage, i had to get to wait the 15 minute bus ride and take the #45 at Heritage to Southgate, which takes another half hour... a little more though, maybe cos of the snow, cos i missed the quarter-after round of buses... then i took my regular bus home which was another half hour.. (@_@;; i was like an hour late when i got home. WTF. stupid. and driving, Heritage is only like, 10 minutes away from southgate.. buses are stupid.

so am i. for taking the wrong one. it's been happening a lot lately, stuff with buses.

last week, i fell asleep on the bus from my house to Southgate and the bus ended up going back the way it came from on it's route and i was still on it.. luckily i woke up before it got too far but i was 15 minutes later at school than my usual time...

and a couple weeks before that, there was the adventure on the bus where there are two #17 buses... the one i usually take is the Downtown #17, but i didn't read properly and got on the Government Center #17, and ended up having to walk from 107th back to 101st to catch a bus to school.

i don't even know what i think about when i do stuff like this. my lack of attention for the right kind of details is going to cost me bad someday, i know it. (X_X;

i'm also grumpy cos my throat hurts. i think i'm getting a cold. i keep sneezing and coughing my fucking face out. stupid snow. *whine whine* i'm so stupid. LoL.


05:39 p.m.


Monday, November 11, 2002
i feel like it's been a long time.... cos it has.. LoL...

it's been busy. really busy. i don't like to think too much about it. haha... i still feel like i've wasted a lot of time tough. i don't know what's going on anymore. i don't know a lot of things. i keep saying "i don't know".

i'm thinking of quitting my job after the holidays. maybe. we'll see.

things are approaching so quickly i don't know if i'm up to pace or not, but i keep getting these panic attacks cos i know that something's wrong. it's hard to explain. i just get jolted and then i try to do a million things at once while thinking of another million tihngs. but in the end it's not like it was a really big job anyways. and i don't relaly have anything accomplished. i hate feelign liek that all the time.

i'm glad i'm getting somewhere slowly though. sometimes i wonder whe i'm actually goign to start to develop into the person i'm going to be for the rest of my life. (@_@; i'm not so sure.

i keep making typos. really, jesus.

lately my health has been okay, i guess, but just starting to decline.

sometimes i wonder if i should be proud of where ia m, if i am anywhere at all. it's kind of a mellow feeling. i don't really know what's going on. i have this control over my life that i've never had beofre right now, which, i suppose, makes me proud, but it's not quite good enough sometimes.

between other people, it's turbulent, but i can't relaly do anything. i either don't know what to say, or i babble incoherently when they ask me things, or i don't even see them at all. all three at once. i'd like to help out but there's this fear of screwing things up. i mean, i talk, and i've got the ideas, but things sometimes don't mesh properly and come out right.

anyways, Sai sent me a song by Shiina Ringo that was a gift and i really like it. it goes well with my mood right now. she says it soudns pleasant, like soda, but while i think it sounds like soda too, i think it's also kind of a confused feeling. but i like it.

i'm not really unhappy now, but not happy either. sometimes i don't know what to write in this thing.. LoL, it's like my whine journal, i don't really like that. but yes, soda, i really like the song.


01:18 a.m.


Sunday, October 27, 2002
This new design would not be the same if we did not have mp3s of the band that infleunced the design. So, for your enjoyment...here are three of the most accessible songs from Guruguru Eigakan's vast(?) discography. Their music is really great. Really. Please give them a chance: My favorite track of theirs at the moment:
Ame de tobitatsu otoko to onna

From their last album Watachi before they broke up:
Akai no hana, sora no aoi
Nichiyoubi no asa

And as a super sexy bonus, Inugami Circus Dan's cover of a The Stalin song. STOP JAP is the name of the song. (^^;

Have fun, and please tell me what you think. m(_ _)m This will be my last post in about a week or two. Ne. After midterms are done, my life will be flowers again.


07:10 p.m.


Friday, October 25, 2002
I haven't been purposely avoiding the internet. Rather I have been so busy recently that though I would had liked to communicate with anyone, there was no time that allowed for it. In the past two weeks I've had 4 papers to turn in and one midterm. My most difficult midterms will happen next week. While here I am, weeping. Most of my extra time was spent drawing for Doujisoup. So, you'd be happy to know that I have 4 pages and one page in progress.

Let's see... what has been happening to me recently? I suppose a lot of things have happened and not so many things have happened. I was thinking that I would end up writing a lot, but now I have nothing to say about myself.

Recently I've been getting into angura-kei (underground kei) very much. Especially Guruguru Eigakan (of which this design is based on) and Inugami Circus dan.

Oh right! Now I remember how I was supposed to begin this entry:

At the risk of seeming Nationalistic, Communist, or Facist or all three at the same time, I made this new design very red. I'm very sorry for that. I have a great attraction to red right now. (^^; Actually, I suppose that this liking has been going on for a long time.

Right and this reminds me of that old Russian saying: "If you don't believe in Communism by the time you are 15, you aren't human."

Which reminds me of another saying: "If you still believe in Communism after you are 30, you are a fool."

I agree with both quotes well. I mean, I can see where these people are coming from. Don't misunderstand!

I haven't updated my own personal journal for a very very very very very long time. I would like to apologize for that.

I want Photoshop 7.0.

I made an icon for Kei too: . Please use it well. I made Kei without glasses because I think it suits her more. Either way, Kei's hair is very cute ne. ^-^ The End


10:23 p.m.


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saicoink profile name: n****** a* handle: saicoink-kun. In the future I hope to be like GEtISt and all things revolving theater. I very much like angura-kei (Guruguru Eigakan, Inugami Circus Dan), visual-kei (Lareine, LLV), and kayoukyouku (Itou Yukari) along with some 60s/70s era idol (Yamamoto Linda), enka (Nagisa Yuuko) and group sounds (Toi et Moi). I am a 3rd year student in the Social Sciences department. I am studying Cultural Anthropology and will lead my own revolution someday (be it in doujinshi or otherwise). I have many hobbies including collecting stamps, collecting stuff animals, and collecting dust. My favorite video games are more recent games like Princess Crown, Sakura Taisen, Sengoku Blade, and Shikagami no Shiro. My favorite manga are older titles like Haikarasan ga Tooru, Seito Shokun!, and Oniisama ee. Titles that show "good old times" or is a bit lilly are of interest to me. Manga that brings great emotion to me are greatly prized. I am the type of person that cries a lot when reading. Right now I am working on a comic Doujisoup 3, the final one. On the side, I am writing a longer story that came to me one day. See you all later.

materials from meruhen. design by saicoink. 2002 october.